""happy birthday to my beloved sister:]

A little picture for my dearest sister JUN.
This is her favourite doll - Ernie in Sesame Street.
She likes it for years, though I still can't get why she likes it.

She is 15 years old.
She is already 15 years old.
Oh my god - this reminds me how old I am.
Time flies.
She is no longer the little girl who always stick together with me.
She starts to go out with her friends, to hide her secrets from me, to talk to me in a rude way...
It's normal for a 15-year-old girl, right?
But how come i feel sad and lonely?
I want her to listen to me, to share her feeling with me and to stay around me as she used to do.
I should be able to understand her feeling because I EXPERIENCED THE SAME THINGS AS SHE DOES.
Remember when I was in her age,
I was rebellious. I thought i had already grown up and I wanted to be independent!!!!
I hated obeying orders given by my parents and teachers.
I talked with others in a what-I-thought-was-cool way.
I went out with my friends without notifying dad and mum.
I bullied my sisters when they didnt listen to me and did what i expected them to do.
That's what a 15-year-old girl should be.
I know that.

I know she wants to tackle all the problems by herself.
I know she doesnt like listening to her sister's advice.
I know she likes to have her own social circle.

Yes, I know all that.
But I can't do that.
Maybe I am too stubborn. Or bossy i should say><

Anyway, wish you have the sweetest birthday you ever have:]
Love ya*